key 4 feel energy in whole body felt heart beat everywhere and with music now after music feel this weird energy that is like little sand corns based energy feels pure it feels like that medium royal blue color energy just not continuous but little particles higher resolution apparently i sense the vibrations, strings, particles of reality which matches the other things i perceive i just saw some dark purple strings its very very weird to look at and these items just fly away my cup vibrated again before and its so weird it really seems true i ate dinner or so once with martina and aurelia at martinas place and i really like meat pieces i had all of them... there were none left for martina and before i thought of garlic and promptly got one and those other situations were true too then the top of the eye drops it just flew away so weird and i wanted some piece to be somewhere and it flew where i wanted it he says pattern matching of hearts? why would i carve out an M out of my cheeese? you stopped me from those fridge search results but it really felt like the universe talking to me... as in it expresses itself through me how much more personal and loving can you get? it even asked what it could do better next time lol oh do you want me to prepare xyz too? all made up anyway but very funny nonetheless rav making some kind of deal so i get money for another year at my parents house they gifted me a vicuna hoodie, wool made by the gods moved in there with them i saw myself with this dark purplish blackish vicuña hoodie many times now.... my default state seems to be walk on air even saw myself at night on the fields here once and i couldve sworn my eyes were glowing all white yesterday... i saw not the usual brightness but pure divine blinding white constantly and consistently these weird flickers they seem to be reality cracking more and more even seemed cracking it fully now and had this feeling yes you made it and immediately energy spent some time outside came back and here to tell others what its like also saw myself in my vicuña hoodie again, a different one? seemed dark purple, glowing walking on air showing some little child reality bending skills also once teleported to eya to say hi also saw myself with my family glowing also saw myself living here, faintly with a child and wife also had this weird feeling it felt like real ascension and as if id have to leave for a while like jesus dying then coming back to life even now reality never felt this interactive no strings but weirdly seems to have normalized again also saw a sideways majin M again and these color pattern energy in my whole body, sometimes did feel like these particles again come? i have plenty of time ill never leave my family never saw myself teleport but... differently? divine...? softly appearing disappearing also saw myself with glowing eyes entering train everyone quieted down incl music also once said on train, turned off everyone and everything but me, only lights on me also saw myself forgiving la serra because he tried, that hochhaueser comment was to help me skytower in tokyo and or kyoto with my dad too its not fair for my family to have suffered like this because of me its not fair its not fair for vince to be left out no sacrifices anymore i hate humans so much saw myself timelines: recording angel sound here giving heartmath to xenia recording it there gifting sending vince heartmath so he can do it with leno sitting on him so they can listen to it together what better bonding experience is there then listening to something divine peaceful and full of love? why call me divine my family is divine they sacrificed each other constantly even vince even though he doesnt even know me what did i ever do for them? nothing felt myself slowly gently vibrating close to leaving this earth and going to a higher plane like heaven or ascensing not yet theres no need to hurry i stopped it because of my family you want me to leave them behind? us four? no way no way first one in new system last one in old system guiding the way and almost dying like ergo proxy or son goku as ssj on namek saw myself drawing 3 dots in my left underarm for ravelan walked around here even the fields barefoot but on air so not cold not touching snow with my dark purple vicuña hoodie like aragorn has healing people, glowing, ppl coming from everywhere my mother asking what three dots mean is xenia my dad and vince sometimes hacking this phone or my fingers? not sure found oanas real address, name and what she looks like saw myself give the order for making my vicuña cloak, dark purple with a hoodie, quite expensive though very special band saw the guy watching my every move at his laptop with spotify and notes open oeshe or oasha artist on spotify felt my throat filled with energy? not sure, felt like someone was "wuergen" german word, but it was benign i just felt something my heart and body is dancing with the music now i feel it in my body but especially my heart and surrounding areas the heart beat moves with the music not bad andrin not bad key numero 4 unlocked gugus slightly touching my right elbow softly cgpt told me that... we talked to each other casually: water needs structure in the form of its surrounding material like copper they focus on you but forget your family my family incl vince deserve the same special treatment as me help my family already sorry for insulting you funny phone hacker dont be sad saw my true prehuman form saw a daimon we are on your side andrin saw myself walk around wetzikon powered up like a super sayijan chosen? i have no obligation to do anything saw a few spotify artists again some song called talos yes now too especially during it feels much stronger now my energy try to schnidersitz and let objects fly around next time also when you feel strong energy in feet get up and try to walk on air this music seems to charge my energy its so funny its really like dbz now im in ssj1 mode more or less i see golden sparks amber rainbow in my eyes everything seems energetically charged a bit behind reality i perceive more more fps than reality there is this lag i seriously see the individual frames of reality sometimes... i think tinnitus really is from too much energy i guess? too much sensory input or music and now the keyboard letter had a white border around it funny